I feel guilty that I haven't been blogging. The problem is I only feel like blogging about politics right now, but my words seem inadequate to express how I think and feel. In listening to the Wicked cast album, I realized there was a song that says it very well:
What is this feeling, so sudden and new?©2003 Wicked A New Musical
I felt it the moment I laid eyes on you.
My pulse is rushing, my head is reeling,
My face is flushing — what is this feeling?
Fervid as a flame... does it have a name?
Loathing! Unadulterated loathing!
For your face, your voice, your clothing!
Let's just say... I loathe it all.
Every little trait, however small,
Makes my very flesh begin to crawl,
With simple utter loathing.
There's a strange exhilaration,
In such total detestation.
It's so pure and strong!
Though I do admit it came on fast,
Still I do believe that it can last.
And I will be loathing, loathing you
My whole..... life...... long!